Mom's Blog

While reading some blogs and reading questions on google makes me want my mom to have another baby so bad I just wish she would want to... Okay I take that back I know she wants another baby I just don't know if she is willing to try it again... Maybe she would be worried that something would go bad again. I just wish she would think about it before she says she doesn't and then can't and then she would be so upset about not trying it again.

 

I think another baby would make our family feel like we have a band-aid on our broken hearts. I think one thing she worries about is... Will people think she was crazy to be trying again. Thinking that another baby would die if she had another... I just wish we had Seth, but maybe god would give us a chance, maybe twins. Someone at our church lost a  2 year old that drowned in a pool. And some time after that she was pregnant with twins. Maybe my mom would have a Chance at having a happy ending after have her heart ripped out of her heart.... Speaking of which here is her blog ( A Piece of My Heart In Heaven) Also check out (Seth's Name Gallery) It has picture's of Seth's name written on different things. Each month on the 18TH a new picture should be posted. May be a few days late or a few days early.

 

I love reading my mom's blog. I like seeing the different stories that there is about Seth while he was inside growing, And even things about after his birth/death. The way she put it together amazes me. Just think if Seth were here who knows if she would have had a blog in the first place. What would she have written about? Seth Growing? Would she even have had time? But then again we would have had Seth and got to be with him and watching him grow. It's hard to think about how much and how fast our life changed for a lifetime. One minute is all it took. One minute, One minute I was smiling about knowing that Seth was going to be apart of our family, One minute I was happy that Seth was going to be a BOY!!! But then one minute I was happy that any minute Seth would be here then that minute changed and I wasn't happy I was crying, sad, heartbroken, couldn't believe what had just happened. I never would ever wish that on anyone!!