March 18th 2012, this day will forever be in our hearts. Its will always be the day that would have been Seth Josiah's birthday. From now on it will be his angelversary. Each year on March 18th we will take balloon's to Seth's grave and let them Fly up to him.
I am forever going to say that we have four birthdays at one time. Seth's, Mine, Adam's, And Caleb's. when people say "OH" I'll say "YES!" I don't want people thinking that Seth is not apart of our family. He will forever be in the Schamburg family. He was and is a Schamburg. Some people say 9/11 will forever be in their hearts.. For us it will always be 3/18! I love that even though One of my siblings are in heaven. I am still a big sister to five wonderful siblings, and never any less.
I would never wish this on anyone but sometimes I wish people understood more then they do. Some say "yeah i know what your going through I went through this when my Grandpa died" "UH! No you didn't!" you didn't lose one of you're kids you lost a grandparent was it was time for them to die. a baby should not die before they are even born. They should die.... PERIOD!!! Babies should bring you great joy to you're life. Not Sadness, Heartbreak, and Pain. I at 16 should not have to go through this. Never... Ever... Not even my mom she should never lose a baby. The parents should be the ones to go first not you're kids. Not Ever!!
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