A Look On The Inside

I am a girl who lived care free for most of my life. I have 4 of the most amazing brothers and sister a girl could ever ask for. The have there own ways of making me laugh and even sometimes making me cry. YES! some days I do get a little mad at them but knowing now that I wouldn’t have known before makes everything change.. July 2011 my mom found out that we would have a new little brother or sister.. we couldn’t wait to have a baby in our family again. I love when my mom would have another baby to add to our growing family. Yup, that would make our family a family of 8. Some people would just stare others would be so happy saying "Oh what a joy that will be for you guys." We were careful of to who and what we would tell people about the new baby. I know sometimes people would drive us crazy saying "Really another kid for there family." Or things like "When you going to stop." Now with what we have gone through I don't ever want to hear that again... Yeah I know now that life can be taken from you at any minute... September 2010 my Grandma passed away from Cancer, a few years before that my Great-Grandma passed away. ( Of old age but still. ) I've lost Great-Grandparents, Grandparents, Aunts/Uncles, Cousins, and even Pets. But never In a million Years would I think I would have lost a SIBLING! Never ever!